Not Any Better
Feb 9, 2010 ~ Blogging ~ 2 Comments
I am still in that pit hole if depression. 
I have tried all month Jan-Feb to reach the top of this hole & it just isn’t getting there. I go through my days just ambling along, going through the motions of living. I honestly have no desire to do a single thing at all except sleep. Which I can’t do that all day cause 1.) my parents won’t let me 2.)the dogs won’t let me 3.) I wind up feeling like a bum if I do. I don’t feel like doing anything online, which you should be able to tell due to the fact half my bloody site is still down. My QBee quilt is still a mess & I need to have that up & running before the end of Feb. I am hoping to make my QBee quilt to match my web design, but I just have to find the desire to do it. I shouldn’t be hard, just getting the coding around to pull the correct files & such. I just have to do it.
Though at this point I think it would be a lot easier just to quit the QBee. I really don’t know if I am actually doing the club any good anymore. I used to be so excited & I couldn’t wait to get into the forums, now it seems like I have to drag myself there *but then I have to drag myself everywhere*. I just don’t know what to do. 
I am a 29yr old sassy woman that enjoys making friends. I do have a seizure disorder so that makes it hard for me to be online & I do tend to forget things, so you may have to remind me sometimes. I am a little quiky & a little crazy, but very friendly. In my spare time I enjoy reading & counted cross stitch when my disorder allows me to stitch which is usually only about 15 minutes at a time.
