My Qbee Quilt

Jan 24, 2010 ~ Blogging, News ~ 2 Comments

is a horrible mess. I backed everything up, but like my blog database it doesn’t want to import. *pulls hair out in frustration* All I get is this error over & over.

Error
SQL query:

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– Dumping data for table `********`
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INSERT INTO *a whole bunch of geek stuff that I don’t understand but don’t want in the online universe*

MySQL said:

#1062 – Duplicate entry ‘1′ for key 1

So I am going through the member list (up to #185 as I type this) one by one to see who I have traded with. Once I have the list complete I will re-build my quilt. I am not even going to try to re-build my activities quilts or what not. I am just don’t have that much energy right now. I am sorry, I am trying to beat this depression but it isn’t working very well & I keep falling in deeper. I honestly thought about quiting the QBee, but then I have no idea why I changed my mind to be perfectly honest. All my friends would still be here I haven’t picked up any new ones because I just can’t get that excited anymore over anything.

I have to pretend so much all day that everything is fine so my parents don’t worry, that I just don’t have the energy or the ugh to pretend online to get excited. It is sad that you all are the ones that have to pay the price, but I don’t know any other way. I just can’t pretend for everyone. Plus you have the option of not reading these if you don’t want to.

I know I have the site pages on the site, but there isn’t anything in them. I haven’t gotten anything in them, I am still typing up the pages offline so don’t bother clicking them.

In my offline world, I am busy stitching & trying to pull together a theme for Amarantine & a design for my quilt. Don’t count of either web projects to be done any time soon. My seizures are getting worse & my brain is becoming very dysfunctional. I even put my cell phone in the fridge the other day thinking it was the bread. This is just one of many things I do that is off.