Oh my goodness, one of the possible side effects of my Topamax is tooth decay. Well, when my Doctor prescribed it to me he told me that the decay was a rare side effect. Well, guess who has the rare side effect?
Yep, me! I have been putting the Dentist off for about six months now, but finally my lower right canine & the one immediately to the left of it was hurting to bad. So I went. Bad bad bad, Hev. We did the complete set of x-rays & discovered that not only are my teeth decaying but they have already decayed to the point that the holes in them are deep & big enough that they need to come out. The pain I have is an infection that is running like crazy through my teeth & gums. So at the moment I am needing a full set of upper dentures & a partial set on the bottom. Though by the time I actually can get all the teeth extracted, I will probably loss all my teeth. I am going to be a toothless wonder, lol. *I am laughing through the tears* I can not believe that I am going to be 30 years old & have dentures. I could kill this medication, but I can’t stop taking it cause then my seizures would be worse. I am damned if I do & damned if I don’t. My dentist told me that even if I stopped taking it today the teeth are already gone. They were probably gone a year ago, but just weren’t hurting yet. So every month or so I will be extracting a tooth (that is all the pain I can stand at a time). This time I just about put my fist through the car window after it was over & the numbness wore off. Luckily, my dentist gave me a prescription for some pain killers & they started kicking in. But that has been my excitement for today. I will never extract two teeth at the same time again. Too painful for me. If you have a very tender mouth *ME* it will be very painful afterwards. My supper consisted of noodles & butter & even those my jaw was hurting from eating them. The gross part is I have a hole in the front of my mouth that looks about the size of the nail on my pinkie finger (though I am sure it isn’t). But the entire highlight of replacing me teeth is that the first time in my entire life I will have straight even teeth. That will be an experience I have never had. For that alone I can’t wait, but it will probably be a year or more in the making due to my pain endurance & money issues. but I am patient.
P.S. I am actually thinking of re-doing the layout again. I am crazy I know.
So I had to go to the Dentist yesterday which was an experience in itself let me tell you. I have a horrible fear of the Dentist that I have had since I was just a little girl. No, I am not going to give you an in depth story, let me just tell you that it involves bleeding mouth for about three days & lots & lots of pain. Ever since I have problems going to the dentist. I have a very tender mouth & when my “Adult” teeth came in my mouth wasn’t big enough to hold them, so they came in crooked. Well, we never had money for braces so I lived with them. Personally, my teeth have hurt since day one & I would rather just pull them all & not have any, lol. When they came in they hurt & they have hurt ever since.
So I went to Dr. Medlin in Republic, MO yesterday to see just how bad my teeth were. My Topamax destroys teeth & make them break. I usually avoid going to the dentist unless I am in agony or my teeth break off. Over the Christmas holiday one of my “Canine” *that is what I call the sharp pointy ones” broke & started hurting. Yesterday was the earliest they could get me in. Well, it stopped hurting, but I have several holes, cracks, chips, & breaks in my teeth as it is, so Mom decided to go ahead & see how bad things were. They were really really bad.
I had a complete set of x-rays only to find out that I have two options. Extractions or crowns. Guess what? We can’t afford fancy dental work so it is extraction of my teeth. I am going to get to be a toothless wonder. :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:
QBee Quilt
I got my qbee quilt set back up, but I have a horrible feeling that I am going to have to re-add every patch back into the database manually. The SQL isn’t wanting to import into the new database. Oh well, I don’t mind, just will take me a few more days to get everything around.
The Old Posts of Amarantine
I don’t really know if I want to keep trying to get the old database to import or if I just want to scratch it. I can re-type the pages here for the most part. I am really thinking of letting the past be the past & just completely starting over here. I have the gallery images uploaded on the server so I can get the galleries back up as soon as the pages are re-implemented. I still need to get some of the extra images uploaded to the servers, but I am trying to be very selective about what I put up cause I am not wanting to overload the space I have. Though I honestly doubt that I will ever run out of disc space or bandwidth, but you never know. :???:
New Theme?
I forget how much I hate using other people’s themes & layouts. So I will be creating one of my own. Some how, some way. I don’t care if I have to frankin it. I have downloaded Melly’s Clean & Nekkid themes & we are going to use her WP coding so hopefully I can handle the other part of the coding. This theme is about to kill me, lol. :lol: