Oh my goodness, one of the possible side effects of my Topamax is tooth decay. Well, when my Doctor prescribed it to me he told me that the decay was a rare side effect. Well, guess who has the rare side effect?
Yep, me! I have been putting the Dentist off for about six months now, but finally my lower right canine & the one immediately to the left of it was hurting to bad. So I went. Bad bad bad, Hev. We did the complete set of x-rays & discovered that not only are my teeth decaying but they have already decayed to the point that the holes in them are deep & big enough that they need to come out. The pain I have is an infection that is running like crazy through my teeth & gums. So at the moment I am needing a full set of upper dentures & a partial set on the bottom. Though by the time I actually can get all the teeth extracted, I will probably loss all my teeth. I am going to be a toothless wonder, lol. *I am laughing through the tears* I can not believe that I am going to be 30 years old & have dentures. I could kill this medication, but I can’t stop taking it cause then my seizures would be worse. I am damned if I do & damned if I don’t. My dentist told me that even if I stopped taking it today the teeth are already gone. They were probably gone a year ago, but just weren’t hurting yet. So every month or so I will be extracting a tooth (that is all the pain I can stand at a time). This time I just about put my fist through the car window after it was over & the numbness wore off. Luckily, my dentist gave me a prescription for some pain killers & they started kicking in. But that has been my excitement for today. I will never extract two teeth at the same time again. Too painful for me. If you have a very tender mouth *ME* it will be very painful afterwards. My supper consisted of noodles & butter & even those my jaw was hurting from eating them. The gross part is I have a hole in the front of my mouth that looks about the size of the nail on my pinkie finger (though I am sure it isn’t). But the entire highlight of replacing me teeth is that the first time in my entire life I will have straight even teeth. That will be an experience I have never had. For that alone I can’t wait, but it will probably be a year or more in the making due to my pain endurance & money issues. but I am patient.
P.S. I am actually thinking of re-doing the layout again. I am crazy I know.
Instead of filling this post with more depressing news about how I am feeling I figured I would show you pictures this time. Yeah, it is mostly cross stitching. So if you don’t want to see that then don’t look any farther. Cross stitching is my hobby, so it is going to get blogged about. I am also going to try to blog more about my reading, but I am not good at writing reviews without giving away the story. So I am still working on that part. Anyhoo, moving on to the pictures.
My Beloved BOINK
Pages Book Club Bookmarks
I have been thinking of re-doing the galleries & making the original images bigger. I peeked at Hannah’s gallery & I like hers, but I know that on a slow connection it will take forever for it to load. I like my opening page for the galleries with the thumbnails to choose from but I am wondering if it wouldn’t be nice to have the bigger images show on the actual page galleries. What do you all think?
Side Note
If you are a member of the QBee then you have to head over & take part in the Valentine’s Lucky Dip 2010. It is such a blast. I have already made five valentines & am still making more. Melly & the others has also given this one a creative twist, but I am not going to tell you what it is. You have to go check it out. So get over there ASAP!
I am still in that pit hole if depression.
I have tried all month Jan-Feb to reach the top of this hole & it just isn’t getting there. I go through my days just ambling along, going through the motions of living. I honestly have no desire to do a single thing at all except sleep. Which I can’t do that all day cause 1.) my parents won’t let me 2.)the dogs won’t let me 3.) I wind up feeling like a bum if I do. I don’t feel like doing anything online, which you should be able to tell due to the fact half my bloody site is still down. My QBee quilt is still a mess & I need to have that up & running before the end of Feb. I am hoping to make my QBee quilt to match my web design, but I just have to find the desire to do it. I shouldn’t be hard, just getting the coding around to pull the correct files & such. I just have to do it.
Though at this point I think it would be a lot easier just to quit the QBee. I really don’t know if I am actually doing the club any good anymore. I used to be so excited & I couldn’t wait to get into the forums, now it seems like I have to drag myself there *but then I have to drag myself everywhere*. I just don’t know what to do.
Well, after many bald spots, holes in the walls, & other choice words, the new theme is up & running. *HUGE sigh of relief* Never ever listen to your father when he swears that he will backup your hard drive before crashing it. He will forget & all your original files will go bye-bye. That is what happened. Usually when I create new WP themes I just copy & paste my HTML codes into the old WP files so that I know everything will work. I only add WP codes when I know that they will work or if I am testing things. Luckily, Jock actually managed to find an old copy of my index & comments *that Melly fixed up for me a long time ago* that I had sent to him for safe keeping. So once I had that everything was smooth sailing except for the simple fact that the comment page was refusing to load. Hmm…well after another hour of a hissy fit, I printed the index page (it worked on every other page) & went through it line by line & realized that the php call function to the comment page was missing. Can anyone say DUH! *insert a smack up side the head* Jock was sitting on the couch roaring with laughter at me. Not for long cause Desi tackled him for laughing at me. It isn’t like he saw it either so he shouldn’t have been laughing.
I hope you like the theme, cause I don’t know when I will change the design of it again. I may change the graphics & the colors, but for the design, I doubt it. I keep coming back to this style anyway. :roll:
I have had it with Wordpress. I love the plugins, but I just don’t know if the headaches are worth it. It never wants to work with me anymore. Every time I load a new theme to Wordpress it doesn’t want to work. I end up stressing over it & throwing things around the house. This last time I made sure I did everything correct. I had Jock do everything. The man is an IT tech & he understands most of the computer geek language. But even he said that my coding look correct & he didn’t understand why it didn’t go through Wordpress’ system. So I am going to leave this theme up for know no matter how much it is brothering me & I am going to set up another database on a subdomain that I already have set up & try Habari. If I like it then I will bomb WP, lol, & set up Habari on Amarantine & start using it.