is a horrible mess. I backed everything up, but like my blog database it doesn’t want to import. *pulls hair out in frustration* All I get is this error over & over.
Error
SQL query:
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– Dumping data for table `********`
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INSERT INTO *a whole bunch of geek stuff that I don’t understand but don’t want in the online universe*
MySQL said:
#1062 – Duplicate entry ‘1′ for key 1
So I am going through the member list (up to #185 as I type this) one by one to see who I have traded with. Once I have the list complete I will re-build my quilt. I am not even going to try to re-build my activities quilts or what not. I am just don’t have that much energy right now. I am sorry, I am trying to beat this depression but it isn’t working very well & I keep falling in deeper. I honestly thought about quiting the QBee, but then I have no idea why I changed my mind to be perfectly honest. All my friends would still be here I haven’t picked up any new ones because I just can’t get that excited anymore over anything.
I have to pretend so much all day that everything is fine so my parents don’t worry, that I just don’t have the energy or the ugh to pretend online to get excited. It is sad that you all are the ones that have to pay the price, but I don’t know any other way. I just can’t pretend for everyone. Plus you have the option of not reading these if you don’t want to.
I know I have the site pages on the site, but there isn’t anything in them. I haven’t gotten anything in them, I am still typing up the pages offline so don’t bother clicking them.
In my offline world, I am busy stitching & trying to pull together a theme for Amarantine & a design for my quilt. Don’t count of either web projects to be done any time soon. My seizures are getting worse & my brain is becoming very dysfunctional. I even put my cell phone in the fridge the other day thinking it was the bread. This is just one of many things I do that is off.
So I had to go to the Dentist yesterday which was an experience in itself let me tell you. I have a horrible fear of the Dentist that I have had since I was just a little girl. No, I am not going to give you an in depth story, let me just tell you that it involves bleeding mouth for about three days & lots & lots of pain. Ever since I have problems going to the dentist. I have a very tender mouth & when my “Adult” teeth came in my mouth wasn’t big enough to hold them, so they came in crooked. Well, we never had money for braces so I lived with them. Personally, my teeth have hurt since day one & I would rather just pull them all & not have any, lol. When they came in they hurt & they have hurt ever since.
So I went to Dr. Medlin in Republic, MO yesterday to see just how bad my teeth were. My Topamax destroys teeth & make them break. I usually avoid going to the dentist unless I am in agony or my teeth break off. Over the Christmas holiday one of my “Canine” *that is what I call the sharp pointy ones” broke & started hurting. Yesterday was the earliest they could get me in. Well, it stopped hurting, but I have several holes, cracks, chips, & breaks in my teeth as it is, so Mom decided to go ahead & see how bad things were. They were really really bad. 
I had a complete set of x-rays only to find out that I have two options. Extractions or crowns. Guess what? We can’t afford fancy dental work so it is extraction of my teeth. I am going to get to be a toothless wonder. :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:
QBee Quilt
I got my qbee quilt set back up, but I have a horrible feeling that I am going to have to re-add every patch back into the database manually. The SQL isn’t wanting to import into the new database. Oh well, I don’t mind, just will take me a few more days to get everything around.
The Old Posts of Amarantine
I don’t really know if I want to keep trying to get the old database to import or if I just want to scratch it. I can re-type the pages here for the most part. I am really thinking of letting the past be the past & just completely starting over here. I have the gallery images uploaded on the server so I can get the galleries back up as soon as the pages are re-implemented. I still need to get some of the extra images uploaded to the servers, but I am trying to be very selective about what I put up cause I am not wanting to overload the space I have. Though I honestly doubt that I will ever run out of disc space or bandwidth, but you never know. :???:
New Theme?
I forget how much I hate using other people’s themes & layouts. So I will be creating one of my own. Some how, some way. I don’t care if I have to frankin it. I have downloaded Melly’s Clean & Nekkid themes & we are going to use her WP coding so hopefully I can handle the other part of the coding. This theme is about to kill me, lol. :lol:
Well, I tried. I backed everything up in the database on the old server. Just like Jem told us to in her blog. Followed every instruction she gave me. Worked the last time I did it. This time it didn’t. It keeps telling me that I have a error with a repeat ‘1′ on key 1. Huh? Yeah, like I understand MySQL databases. But I am not going to bug Jem & the person that I usually ask isn’t talking to me. So I am re-building my book library, the old posts are gone, I will be working on my QBee quilt tomorrow (providing I feel well enough).Though given how I feel today & the amount of pain I am in right now it maybe next Friday before everything gets done. The dial up at home isn’t working very well & Friday may be the next day I have a chance to get to the office. I have a dental appt. tomorrow. 
I HATE DENTISTS! But I have to have my teeth fixed since my Topamax breaks them down & destroys them. So until I have the chance to re-build the pages, galleries, etc this is just going to be a blog front page. Sorry.
I also remember why I built my own themes. It is irritating to have to use someone else’s. :twisted: :twisted:
To the new blog for Hev. I use to blog at http://blog.tigerwhispers.com but now I do it at http://tigerwhispers.com I know I have to get the backup of the posts & pages back up, but stupid me left that part of my jump on my desktop at home & I am currently at the office *smacks self up side the head*.
I would like to thank Holdfire for the wonderful job they did of getting the domain transferred which was in no way helped by my stupidity.
I will get the backup uploaded tomorrow along with my qbee info *hopefully* I am just so happy that everything is working so nicely. A whole lot nicer then when I started with Dreamhost. So far I am loving Holdfire. And I am still on shared hosting. I honestly believed that if I lived where Jordan was I give her a hug & I don’t give those out often to people other then my parents, lol. So bear with the un-polished look & I will work on fixing it.
Thanks everyone.
I am a 29yr old sassy woman that enjoys making friends. I do have a seizure disorder so that makes it hard for me to be online & I do tend to forget things, so you may have to remind me sometimes. I am a little quiky & a little crazy, but very friendly. In my spare time I enjoy reading & counted cross stitch when my disorder allows me to stitch which is usually only about 15 minutes at a time.
