I have been having a lot of issues with my anxiety & depression. Which is why my reviews, knitting photos, & other stuff has been so slow. I am trying to move on but it is hard when you lack motivation to do anything at all. My knitting, crocheting, & even playing World of Warcraft & Minecraft hold no interest to me. I am working with my shrink & therapist to try to get things back in normal working order, but it is taking quite some time. I am planning on a week long vacation in the middle of September that will take me completely away from everything here. Yes, I know running from my problems is not a good thing nor does it solve anything. I am well aware that my problems will either follow me or be waiting for me when I get home. I am looking at this vacation will be a rest & respite from the problems. A time for me to rest from the fight of surviving. I hope to come back refreshed or at least a bit less tired then I am now.
Well, it has been a whirlwind month. Last Sunday my father went into the hospital with pneumonia. Wasn’t a bad case but enough it kept him in there till Thursday. During which I had to complete his bookkeeping job at his office which is something I have no clue on how to do, so I have been stressed to the max. Brenda & I wound up sick & went to urgent care on Sunday only to find out it isn’t the flu but a virus infection. So we are both on antibiotics trying to function.
This is why there hasn’t been anything done with the book reviews, knitting, or crochet. I basically spend all day at the office handling clients & phones so by the time I make it home I am so tired and in pain I can’t even begin to imagine knitting, crocheting, or playing World of Warcraft (WOW). I have severely neglected my friends & am so appreciative that they understand & are not upset over it. I think he is turning the corner. He says he is coming down to the office for a bit this afternoon so maybe by next week he will be full time back at the office & that will be off my shoulders.
Thank you for being patient with me and the fact that I am severely running behind on everything.